the day he traveled to my daughter's house
 it was june. he cursed me with his morning nod
 of anger as he filtered his callous
 walk. skip. hop. feet slipshod
 from 125th street bars, face curled with odd
 reflections. the skin of a father is accented
 in the sentence of the unaccented.
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 i was a southern Negro man playing music
 married to a high yellow woman who loved my unheard
 face, who slept with me in nordic
 i unfashioned buried in an open grave
 of mornings unclapped with constant sight
 of masters fattened decked with my diminished light.
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 this love. this first wife of mine, died in childbirth
 this face of complex lace exiled her breath
 into another design, and i died became wanderlust
 demanded recompense from friends for my heartbreak
 cursed the land for this new heartache
 put her away with youthful pause
 never called her name again, wrapped my heart in gauze.
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 became romeo bound, applauded women
 as i squeezed their syrup, drank their stenciled
 face, danced between their legs, placed my swollen
 shank to the world, became man distilled
 early twentieth-century black man fossilled
 fulfilled by women things, foreclosing on my life.
 mother where do i go before i arrive?
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 she wasn't as beautiful as my first wife
 this ruby-colored girl insinuating her limb
 against my thigh positioning her wild-life
 her non-virginal smell as virginal her climb
 towards me with slow walking heels made me limp
 made me stumble, made my legs squint
 until i stopped, stepped inside her footprint.
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 i did not want to leave you son, this flame
 this pecan-colored festival requested me
 not my child, your sister, your mother could not frame
 herself as her mother and i absentee
 father, and i nightclub owner carefree
 did not heed her blood, did not see my girl's eyes
 shaved buckled down with southern thighs.
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 now my seventy-eight years urge me on your land
 now my predator legs prey, broadcast
 no new nightmares no longer birdman
 of cornerstone comes, i come to collapse the past
 while bonfires burn up your orphan's mask
 i sing a dirge of lost black southern manhood
 this harlem man begging pardon, secreting old.
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 i was told i don't remember who
 i think i was told he entered his sister's house
 cursed me anew, tried to tattoo
 her tongue with worms, tried to arouse
 her slumbering a veins to espouse
 his venom and she leaned slapped him still
 stilled his mouth across early morning chill.
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 rumor has it that he slapped her hard
 down purgatorial sounds of caress
 rumor has it that he rushed her down a boulevard
 of mad laughter while his hands grabbed harness—
 like her arms and she, avenger and heiress
 to naked lightning, detonated him, began her dance
 of looted hems gathering together for his inheritance.
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 blood the sound of blood paddling down the road
 blood the taste of blood choking their eyes
 and my son's body blood-stained red
 with country-lies, city-lies, father-lies, mother-lies,
 and my daughter clamoring to exorcise
 old thieves trespassing in an old refrain
 conjured up a blue-black chord to ordain.
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 wa ma ne ho mene so oo
 oseee yei, oseee yei, oseee yei
 wa ma ne ho mene so oo
 he has become holy as he walks toward daresay
 can you hear his blood tissue ready to pray
 he who wore death discourages any plague
 he who was an orphan now recollects his legs.
 wa ma ne ho mene so oo: he is arising in all his majesty
 oseee yei: a shout of praise


















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