The room I entered was a dream of this room. Surely all those feet on the sofa were mine. The oval portrait of a dog was me at an early age. Something shimmers, something is hushed up.
We had macaroni for lunch every day except Sunday, when a small quail was induced to be served to us. Why do I tell you these things?
I grow old under an intensity Of questioning looks. Nonsense, I try to say, I cannot teach you children How to live.—If not you, who will? Cries one of them aloud, grasping my gilded Frame till the world sways. If not you, who will? Between their visits the table, its arrangement Of Bible, fern and Paisley, all past change,
On the telephone, friends mistake us now when we first say hello—not after. And that oddly optimistic lilt we share nourishes my hopes: we do sound happy. . . .
Last night, in my dream’s crib, a one-day infant girl. I wasn’t totally unprepared—
Wait Mister. Which way is home? They turned the light out and the dark is moving in the corner. There are no sign posts in this room, four ladies, over eighty, in diapers every one of them. La la la, Oh music swims back to me and I can feel the tune they played
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