(for Phil Garrison and Peter Lamborn Wilson)
  As ashes are the shadow of smoke,
  panic is the shadow of light,
  beef the shadow of grass,
  love the shadow of attention,
  psychology the shadow of plastic
  the shadow of oil the shadow
  of giant ferns the shadow of
  bacteria the shadow of light’s grandmother,
  rosy finch the shadow of loon,
  jealousy & myth twin shadows of desire,
  Europe shadow of a desert river,
  idea the shadow of pain,
  sleep the shadow of bread,
  liquid the shadow of lust,
  time the shadow of
  et cetera,
 logos is the shadow of what happens.
  Take some broad-shouldered little fart, at las-
 t, fresh from the 5 o’clock (morn) shadow of barbarism,
 squatting over barley-paste, hot goat, dried fig
  (meal the shadow —
  since the shadows were removed
  from rocky Grecian hills, trees cut away,
  soil reduced to olive grounds —
  down to shadow of surroundings —
  of Homeric
  heaps of meat that cast deadanimal-shaped shadows
  by the tents on the sandy shores of Ilium)
  squatting over his shapeless shadow in the shadow of the Parthenon —
  itself
  shadow form from wood, “in the light of”
  stone. Well now, there’s been some
  organized ruckus in his medium, rare town, which,
  god knows, nobody there “thought” would
  survive, a golden paradigm, for thousands of
  Apollonian twirls. Who knows what they thought
  of what they thought? It must’ve
  been intensely local; that
  the universe crept into
  valley code was just
  brain refreshment. Dirt was all
  around. Some bright body shambled
  the streets — in mud & heat — barely
  shook his bald, Why is the sky
  blues into registration, virgin
  ears & experienced buttholes,
 as the shadow of estrangement from
 a bloody dream’s red tape, & got chemicaled,
 but Mr. Broad Wit seized
 evaporation from the street to isolate
 spirit of
 spearmint from what had always gone before.
 summer was a-comin’ in still (Lawdy!
 sing coo-coo!), facts & symbols
 be-danced & babblin’
 beat of a million bovine feet
 upon the tender luxury
  sidewinding from the brain.
  So he thought “Thought!” Why not?
 Natural! in a sense. Never before
 had such perfect innocence been explored
 like new property.
 Well, such a new idea as “idea”
 looks pretty good till you can check out how it settles into the ground.
 Blood’s biodegradable but logos
 piled up like a plastic eyesore, fore-
 shadowed a bloodless dry reign,
 precipitation of pedestrain pedantry,
 pedestrian mind for millenia, postulating
 its pustulations of post- & pre-, professing
 everything, subjugating us all in the tick-tech
 burned-out success of a nob objectivity,
 turning babble to a soapy
 bubble up up & away until pop!
 goes the wizard.
 Aw c’mon, the alchemy that pilfers
 from golden sundance volumes of German silver
 sucks tongue of essence —
 ah yes, essence, with its can-do incandescence,
 like “Lovelight’s our leverage to spring some uptight average
 from alla this quotidian sewage
 & italicize it, boot it through the uprights
 to an airy footnote.”
 So anyway this guy imagined up God outa the play-dough
 of his panicked exclusions
 & then compounded the felony by trying to imitate the damn thing,
 double-indemnity solipsism in the fool’s guise of cool & wise
 utopian Republic! Razional! Sozialismus!
 Computerized zoosphere! Hologram rain forest — a more direct
 use of light.
 But despite all right & crystal wings, thinking
 that — “The-variability-of-the-world-has-no-more-reality-than-the-shadows-on-a-cave-wall”—
 has no more reality than
 Plato’s reflection in the waters
 of a Theater-of-Dionysus Port-O-Let.
 Well, he thought he was correting a mess
 & left a mess of
 shadows for our meat.
 If unity really strung out from above,
 not shot up from below, we’d have
 no babies to throw out with
 anybody’s rationalized bathwater.
 Islands in the stream
 of biosphere placidly gavotte
 drinking play-tonic sprinkled geo-
 metrically, until the teleology
 becomes archaic — & eats it too.
 The world pole-flips one more time, mechanically geo-
 mantric, shakes the pants off of objective
 dance to reveal gradual chance, just
 numbers having a ball, as the rationale
 of it all.
 Back up a hemidemisecond! My better half
 But the long hot summer of essentialism
 “was” a system of no resistance —
 & all the psychological shit that makes a
 toilet contemplative, inner-directed: a pure good-bye.
 Yet it was hard (abstract thought),
 difficult to invent, like anything you can’t
 immediately step on, phrase or foot —
  (& 4 is the shadow of 3 is the shadow of 2 is the shadow of 1
  & old is the shadow of Jung
  & red is the shadow of orange
  & dots the shadow of dot
  & hand is the shadow of and
  however the shadow of breath
  & season the shadow of winter
  the step the shadow of the gesture
  & soprano is the shadow of the star
  & ring’s shadow is “orange”
  & window shadow of the shadow.)
 —after all, Empedocles
 & Anaximander had
 illuminated life as shadows of whatever, up from sea-slime,
 dissolving to the harmony of a sphere.
 Logos, in the light, is only haze,
 a honey-head, that the shape
 be kept as “beautiful.”
 (& the shadow structure
 is the real — it’s not being looked at
 nor still distorted by leftover rays in the shadowee,
 nor in such relation to light as shadowing implies:
 once you’ve taken in the light,
 you’re artificially simple for good — bedazzled.
 Chiaroscuro conjures up dichotomy — Step 1,
 then, as it loses all idea to total presence,
 becomes invisible enough.
 & we’re home.
 Lightning strikes — OK.
 Half-known moves around the kitchen.
 The cereal box is food for thought.
 Is it easier to be right when you’re already wrong?
 Hmm, cool today; better pull on my dark-blue paradigm.
 The quality of nothing is not strained,
 but saying so’s tense like a cartoon zebra.
 “The variability of the world”
 — incidental winks of it start to party into view —
 absolutely hot & cool, at the moment,
 is, & likely to remain so.)
  Eat a fig. Drink some coffee. Went driving
  today ’73 bug mid-Sunday plus live-in sweetie
  over littered subtle prairie out to Erie where we
  coffee smoke four baconstrips & country fries breathed in the
  work like hell old dirt streets & east to Firestone Screwball pool coke
  Valmont Road yellow plum tomatoes cloudy light above
  Kiowa Peak stoplight bickyard pond by Public Service.





















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