1
 invitation
 come coil with me
 here in creation’s bed
 among the twigs and ribbons
 of the past. i have grown old
 remembering the garden,
 the hum of the great cats
 moving into language, the sweet
 fume of the man’s rib
 as it rose up and began to walk.
 it was all glory then,
 the winged creatures leaping
 like angels, the oceans claiming
 their own. let us rest here a time
 like two old brothers
 who watched it happen and wondered
 what it meant.
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 how great Thou art
 listen. You are beyond
 even Your own understanding.
 that rib and rain and clay
 in all its pride,
 its unsteady dominion,
 is not what you believed
 You were,
 but it is what You are;
 in your own image as some
 lexicographer supposed.
 the face, both he and she,
 the odd ambition, the desire
 to reach beyond the stars
 is You. all You, all You
 the loneliness, the perfect
 imperfection.
 3
 as for myself
 less snake than angel
 less angel than man
 how come i to this
 serpent’s understanding?
 watching creation from
 a hood of leaves
 i have foreseen the evening
 of the world.
 as sure as she
 the breast of Yourself
 separated out and made to bear,
 as sure as her returning,
 i too am blessed with
 the one gift You cherish;
 to feel the living move in me
 and to be unafraid.
 4
 in my own defense
 what could I choose
 but to slide along behind them,
 they whose only sin
 was being their father’s children?
 as they stood with their backs
 to the garden,
 a new and terrible luster
 burning their eyes,
 only You could have called
 their ineffable names,
 only in their fever
 could they have failed to hear.
 5
 the road led from delight
 into delight. into the sharp
 edge of seasons, into the sweet
 puff of bread baking, the warm
 vale of sheet and sweat after love,
 the tinny newborn cry of calf
 and cormorant and humankind.
 and pain, of course,
 always there was some bleeding,
 but forbid me not
 my meditation on the outer world
 before the rest of it, before
 the bruising of his heel, my head,
 and so forth.
 6
 “the silence of God is God.”
 —Carolyn Forche
 tell me, tell us why
 in the confusion of a mountain
 of babies stacked like cordwood,
 of limbs walking away from each other,
 of tongues bitten through
 by the language of assault,
 tell me, tell us why
 You neither raised your hand
 Nor turned away, tell us why
 You watched the excommunication of
 That world and You said nothing.
 7
 still there is mercy, there is grace
 how otherwise
 could I have come to this
 marble spinning in space
 propelled by the great
 thumb of the universe?
 how otherwise
 could the two roads
 of this tongue
 converge into a single
 certitude?
 how otherwise
 could I, a sleek old
 traveler,
 curl one day safe and still
 beside YOU
 at Your feet, perhaps,
 but, amen, Yours.
 8
 “.........is God.”
 so.
 having no need to speak
 You sent Your tongue
 splintered into angels.
 even i,
 with my little piece of it
 have said too much.
 to ask You to explain
 is to deny You.
 before the word
 You were.
 the rest is silence.



















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