En mi país el Otoño nace de una flor seca,
de algunos pajaros; . . .
o del vaho penetrante de ciertos rios de la llanura.
—Molinari, “Oda a una larga tristeza” 
Each instant comes with a price, the blue-edged bill
 on the draft of a bird almost incarnadine,
 the shanked ochre of an inn that sits as still
 as the beavertail cactus it guards (the fine
 rose of that flower gone as bronze as sand),
 the river's chalky white insistence as it
 moves past the gray afternoon toward sunset.
 Autumn feels the chill of a late summer lit
 only by goldenrod and a misplaced strand
 of blackberries; deplores all such sleight of hand;
 turns sullen, selfish, envious, full of regret.
 Someone more adept would mute its voice. The spill
 of its truncated experience would shine
 less bravely and, out of the dust and dunghill
 of this existence (call it hope, in decline),
 as here the blue light of autumn falls, command
 what is left of exhilaration and fit
 this season's unfolding to the alphabet
 of turn and counterturn, all that implicit
 arc of a heart searching for a place to stand.
 Yet even that diminished voice can withstand
 the currying of its spirit. Here lies—not yet.
 If, and only if, the leafless rose he sees,
 or thinks he sees, flowered a moment ago,
 this endangered heart flows with the river that flees
 the plain, and listens with eye raised to the slow
 revelation of cloud, hoping to approve
 himself, or to admonish the rose for slight
 transgressions of the past, this the ecstatic
 ethos, a logic that seems set to reprove
 his facility with unsettling delight.
 Autumn might be only desire, a Twelfth Night
 gone awry, a gift almost too emphatic.
 Logic in a faithful light somehow appeases
 the rose, and stirs the hummingbird's vibrato.
 By moving, I can stand where the light eases
 me into the river's feathered arms, and, so,
 with the heat of my devotion, again prove
 devotion, if not this moment, pure, finite.
 Autumn cradles me with idiomatic
 certainty, leaves me nothing to disapprove.
 the heart alone given power to recite
 its faith, what a cradled life finds emblematic.




















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