for Jim Carroll, on his birthday
A lovely body gracefully is nodding
 Out of a blue Buffalo
  Monday morning
   curls
 softly rising color the air
   it’s yellow
 above the black plane
  beneath a red tensor
 I’ve been dreaming. The telephone kept ringing & ringing
 Clear & direct, purposeful yet pleasant, still taking pleasure
 in bringing the good news, a young man in horn-rims’ voice
   is speaking
 while I listen. Mr. Berrigan, he says, & without waiting for an answer
  goes on,
 I’m happy to be able to inform you that your request for
  a Guggenheim Foundation Grant
 Has been favorably received by the committee, & approved. When
  would you like to leave?
 Uh, not just yet, I said, uh, what exactly did I say with regards to
  leaving, in my application … I’m a little hazy at the moment.
 Yes. Your project, as outlined in your application for a grant for the
  purpose
 of giving Jim Carroll the best possible birthday present you could get
  him, through our Foundation, actually left the project, that is,
  how the monies
 would be spent, up to us. You indicated, wisely, I think, that we knew
  more about what kind of project we would approve than you did,
  so we should
 make one up for you, since all you wanted was money, to buy Jim a
  birthday gift.
 Aha! I said. So, what’s up?
 We have arranged for you and Jim to spend a year in London, in a
  flat off of King’s Row.
 You will receive 250 pounds a month expenses, all travel expenses
  paid, & a clothing allowance of 25 pounds each per month.
  During the year,
 At your leisure, you might send us from time to time copies of your
  London works. By year’s end I’m sure you each will have enough
  new poems for two books,
 Which we would then publish in a deluxe boxed hardcover edition,
  for the rights to which we shall be prepared to pay a considerable
  sum, as is your due.
 We feel that this inspired project will most surely result in The first
  major boxed set of works since Tom Sawyer & Huckleberry
  Finn! Innocents Abroad
 in reverse, so to speak! We know your poems, yours & Jim’s, will tell it
  like it is, & that is what we are desperate to know! So, when
  would you like to leave?
 Immediately, I shouted! & Jim! I called, Jim! Happy Birthday! Wake up!



















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